Dream · Log

I don't update here no mo. I don't even update my real website. I will eventually. God it's already July. FUCK! I'm so scared. Time goes by so fast. I'm not looking forward to the new semester. I dread this one class I'll be taking. I'll be stuck with the arrogant  little ass-hikes. I also have 2 more classes then usual.

Animal Planet ROCKS!

Don't mind my cussing. I'm in a bad mood these days. Also It's SO DAMN HUMID.

September 29, 2008:
    I don't remember how it begins. The most earliest segment I remember is being in a car with my cousin's wife Annie and her son Matthew. She was hiding the fact that my cousin, her husband was back. The reason I won't get into it but it's actually something that happened in reality. Anyways everyone is aware he has returned. Moving on. The car we are in is speeding down the highway and from the window in a short distance are pictures almost like giant murals on the wall. It was a picture of a giant whale flipping over back into the water and men that resembles those in Greek paintings. It looked really realistic. The painted water on the mural matched the ocean line. (It's hard to explain in words exactly how it looked. It was like an inclined wall that lead to an open view of the ocean.) I remember asking Annie if that was a real whale due to how realistic it looked. The view from the window was now completely an ocean view. I think the sky was gray. It was dreary looking. As the car continues to speed down the highway there is a gigantic ship nearby. On top of the ship is a giant red squid with its tentacles moving slowly down the ship. I think it was actually a fake robotic realistic squid made as some kind of attraction like the giant crab in Osaka. As we pass the giant squid Annie asks me if there are real giant squids. I forget how I answer. All I remember that i see a flying creature in the distance circling a volcano like sharp mountain. (I saw something like that at the lantern festival in Toronto in the Summer.) I think it was a pterodactyl. Next scene I can recall is being at some kind of amusement park with my sister and dad. I think this happens twice, once at night but I can't remember. It is very sunny almost white out. The grass is green and white like a bright contrast photo. There is this drink stand which sells this weird 50 dollar rainbow ice drink that also shoots fireworks. Its drinkable and also fireworks. I tell my dad and sister that it would not work since it is still bright out. My dad buys a drink anyway. We try to make the fireworks work, but no success. We bring the drink back to the stand and the lady who sold us the drink takes it and dumps it into a bowl of water. She looks away from our direction and we walk away. I remember saying something on the lines of what a jip and something like 50 dollars for a drink. We walk pass a giant carousel, and towards some kind of live horse rides. The horses are all deformed. They are shrunken and elongated. I remember pressing down on one and then walking away. I don't know how but at this time we had our dog with us. She was on a red leash. That dog did not resemble my real dog. It was a gray poodle but in my dream it was my dog. She runs off dragging me with her to this area of the park where theres this other ride resembling a carousel but it had a weird extension. There was an long black pole attached to the ride which was attached to a seat. (Something like  [_]==={ride} I tried to sit on it or hang from it but some man comes over and tells me to get off. That is all I remember.

July 25, 2008:
Dream # 13

I only can recall a few segments of this dream. I think I had promised my friend Mizuki something like I would do a "mission" for her. These missions are basically something a person asks you to do and you do it like secretly. It's like something subliminal but directed towards the person who requested it. (Example: Crown J (rapper) saying Seo In Young (singer +) is the best on a radio talk show for no apparent reason, but the truth is she texted him to do so.**) I also end up with this pink phone that looks like its made of plastic and has very bad connection. Its the phone I have to use in order to talk to her. I remember she calls me and because the phone is so bad, the call keeps getting disconnected. She never gets to tell me the "mission" either. The next thing I remember is being in a super market with my family and she calls. With bad reception in the area I had to go outside. The world in this dream is odd. Everything is gloomy and the buildings are all cardboard colored. Next thing I remember is getting into my dad's car and seeing the city from the window. It was raining but in the distance was a large towering building with a lot of graffiti on it. I thought to myself "Wow how'd they get so high up to do that?" Next scene theres a group of people scaling the building and covering the old graffiti with new graffiti except they didn't paint over it. They had their designs on a piece of large brown material and covered the old marks. Their task was to make the building look better because the graffiti before was pretty simple and generic. It was also for a new game show on TV. I remember the host being there and saying something stupid to the group who put up the new design. This whole time it was always raining. That is all I remember.

** From this Korean TV show where they put two celebs together for a couple of months maybe and they are like a married couple hence the name "We Got Married".


July 24, 2008:
Dream # 12

I can barely recall much of this dream. The setting was a beach. The sky wasn't beautiful. It was like one of those days where the sky is pure white. In fact the area was dull looking. In a short distance was a small beach house. A couple of the models from the magazine Egg were there. The model I like was jet skiing. I think there was a photo shoot for the models in the beach house and somehow my friends and I were there as well by coincidence. By friends I am not sure who they were but in my mind they were my friends. In the next scene I was near the area where the water clashes on the sand (the shore?). I was wondering if I could find some beach worms beneath the sand. I squat down to see if I could find a tail or a head. In real life I saw a segment on the Discovery channel where these men were looking for beach worms. They used fish bits to lure them out. Once the worms bite the men drags them out. These beach worms are very long and have a very nice pink color. They also look pretty nasty. I think someone else was there with me. I remember spotting something and thinking it was a beach worm. It was sticking out of the sand. It was pretty thick and looked like the top an octopus tentacle. I poke it and it moved. I end up dragging it out and it turns out it was a baby in a pink suit where the foot of the outfit was bumpy like the suctions of a tentacle. The outfit was the kind that newborns wear when they are in hospitals. Apparently someone buried the baby there to die. It was still alive so I rush to the beach house which somehow became a hospital. I was holding the baby and gave it to the receptionist. I don't remember what happened afterwards but I think I found another baby in the sand. Someone in the dream told me I found the second baby, but I don't remember if that was true. It may or may not have happened and my brain could have made it up for me. I remember seeing the words Baby embroidered in pink on the pants one of the babies was wearing though. That is all I remember.

July 15, 2008:
Dream # 11
Tornadoes/twisters....lots of them. It was like a natural disaster apocalyptical dream. I remember seeing all these tornadoes from my backyard window, except it was different from my real back yard and house. These tornadoes didn't cause any rain or weather changes. It was sunny and the sky was nice and blue. The tornadoes were just like spiral moving pillars. Whatever it touches gets destroyed. They were always very close to my house but none of them came close to damaging my house. There were many of them in different locations that were visible from where I was standing. I remember one damaged my neighbors back yard shed. Next scene I remember was people on the beach running around dusk. The beachers were fleeing to these wooden platform islands with red tents. At that point I was on a small boat leaving the area with I think my family. I remember my dad but thats all. It was weird. I remember looking up at the tornadoes and I think at one point I grabbed one and sent it away from my house.  They were endless. That is all I remember.

Weird.

Dream # 10:
The other night I had a dream where humans were being killed by these aliens one by one. The only way to get rid of the aliens was to destroy these purple gems, but for some reason the aliens made fake gems. The fake purple gems were hexagon shaped and the real ones resembled a diamond shape. I remember running through a green field and some times the view was one sided side scrolling. I finding a fake gem near a tree, and some scene with a closet like the real one in the room I sleep in but extra spacious. That is all I remember.

July 6, 2008:

This dream was very crazy and suspenseful. The worse part is I forgot a great portion....I forgot a lot of it. All I remember is that I was in this bathroom cellar thing that has appeared in previous dreams. It was dark and I was hiding from a group of people. The thing is there are a few people in that city/world that have this special power. I had to find them to ask them to see into the future or something, but the group that was looking for me was also trying to kill those people. It was like find a seek, except for the group it was find and kill. Now that I think about it I might have been in that group but i found out something and they knew so I was being hunted as well. The leader of the group reminded me of Raito from Death Note and I think there was even a Misa-like character (probably because my friend Jane and I saw a Death Note book at this store).
So like the Raito look-a-like head honcho was killing off his members too for some bizarre reason. He used these bright apples. I remember this scene where he tossed it down the stairs and the colors were crazy and cliche. Everything was a dull monochrome kind of color except the apple. It was crazy red and bright/contrast to the max. Next scene I remember is being on a crowded city street among a sea of darkness that are the pedestrians. The skyscrapers were many shades of gray. Everything was like the stairway scene except for the sky. It was beautiful and a bright baby blue color. I was looking for the people with powers. One I managed to find died from a bullet I believe. I think I manage to find someone else. I forget if that person dies as well. In the end I find out I was the devil. That is all I remember.

June 28, 2008:

This dream was amazing, almost like a movie or some TVB series. I was not in this dream. I was merely just watching and there were multiple angles. There wasn't much but the first scene I remember  there were 4 Asian people in a cab. Three were female and there was a gentleman in a nice black suit. That man was Se7en, the Korean singer. He looked crazy fly in my dream.  I forget where they were going but they were making small talk. Se7en sat in the middle of the back seat. The woman left of him was a plastic beauty, although she didn't look very beautiful. The woman right of Se7en was just a woman traveling with her mother(?). I remember the plastic beauty said something like "I can't wait for my new skin." After a time in the cab a black moth or butterfly flew onto the mouth of the plastic beauty. She mentioned something positive about butterflies/moths. Something about them being luck. It then flies onto a button of Se7en's suit. For a few seconds I was the watching from the plastic beauty's view. She looked outside the window. She looked back at Se7en and the butterfly/moth was crushed. He has killed it and he smiles at her. There was a moment of eye glance exchanges with the plastic beauty and the traveling woman right of Se7en. Next scene I think is a police station. I seemed to know what was going on. Se7en was behind this game or plan. Something with people having to blow up their own heads. I forget if they had to kill each other or themselves. There was a certain way to this head explosion. One has to shoot at a certain spot on the right side that would make it quick and clean. I'm not sure about painless though. Se7en was organizing it and he was I think gathering all the other people in this plan/game. There was a female police officer that worked there who was an acquaintance of Se7en and she was also taking part in this plan. I remember Angela Tong Ying Ying (from TVB shows and some HK films) was also there. I think the dames from the cab were there or their characters changed into other people. There was also another man. They are all talking in this white room with black chairs and a large white table. One of the guys jokingly places the gun to his head and fakes killing himself. One of the girls are like you idiot. The female officer comes into the room and something happens which I can't recall. I think they were just talking. The only thing I remember next was there was a lot of killing tension. I think Se7en was going to kill all of them cause he was a crazy man! The scene is with the husband of the officer wife. He was also an officer. I don't think he knows of this game. He is on the phone with his wife on a building roof (most likely the police station's roof). He tells her he found a paper with a lot of numbers written on it with a red pen. She tells him not to throw it away because it was very important. I think they were connected to all the people in the plan. I think it was Se7en's way of killing all of them. I also believe the female cop/friend of Se7en was trying to stop him. Unfortunately my sister woke me up so I don't know how it ended. I wanted to know! That is all I remember.

I have no clue why they would want to kill themselves but my dreams are weird. This one had to be inspired by Persona with the head shooting. The weird thing is I haven't touched the game in a few days.

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June 18, 2008:
I only remember parts of this dream. My family and I dress up to scare this other guest family that was moving into this big house. My family is not my real life family. There were a lot more people mainly females. In my dream they were my family. We had to spook these people out of coming or maybe even taking the house. We all dressed up as ghost/weird monsters. It's hard to describe what we did. It was executed pretty well, but we messed up some parts involving the light switches. One of the girls were trying to flicker the lights in front of the guest family. The are she was pressing to flicker the lights was exposed. It was suppose to be covered but it wasn't. The plan was spoiled. The family that we were trying to scare saw the light switches. My family removed the disguises and admitted that we were not ghosts. Next scene somehow we all got together. There was also a game I was playing. It looked like a Kingdom Hearts kind of game. I think the character was even Sora, but the graphics were way better and he looked more badass. This level was in some kind of water area. It looked like a cave. Everything was nice shades of blue. There was water everywhere but atop that water is a long walk way/platform. One had to run to the end of this beautiful under water area cavern. That would somehow start a timer. Then your character has to run back to this area and jump into this hole in the wall that would lead to another area. I tried many times and failed. This is how it was the Sora looking character had to use open his weapon that became a yellow and black umbrella and dive into the hole in the wall. The hole was a portal to the next level. I give up on the game but I remember another scene where one of my uncles are trying and failing. Next thing I remember is I am sitting on a couch in the house that looks like one of the couches in my real life house. I am sitting next to the son of the guest family. I asked him how old he was. I don't remember what he said but it was some young age. I replied me too. I held his hand and rested my head on his shoulder. He rested his head on the head. I was wearing mittens or gloves. He removes the mitten from the hand I was holding his with. I see how small my hand is, but it is really the same size as my hand in real life. We continue to hold hands on that couch. Next scene returns to the game. The game becomes reality. The Sora character is now me. I finally manage to dive into the portal into the next area. This whole area is like giant tube tunnels. Everything is still blue. I think it was all under water. There is another portal hole but this one was impossible to get through. Only an arm would get through. There are also many white circles on the floor in the small area I arrived at. I had to use my umbrella handle (I think it was the keyblade turned into umbrella) to break/puncture the circles to open the new paths. I hit one of the circles right of me, It was not the correct. The door opened and just let some water in. I actually don't recall if that was the right one cause I remember someone monitoring me on a screen. They said something like well she finally got the right one but it is too late. Next scene I am in a different form. There are also a lot of people with me. Apparently they all failed the task due to the time limit. It looks like a huge gymnasium. All the failures of the assignment are in a very lowered area of the gym. It is like there is the gym up top and then there is an area that is lowered about 4 stories or more deep. Papers was being handed out and everyone had to sign one. I meet 2 of my friends whom I know in real life. They look different though, but I still called them Diane and Simon. We try to get to the other side of the gym. I think that if we didn't end up signing the sheet we would be allowed to pass or was it that we didn't have to die... I can't quite remember. Something happens and the solution was we had to fuse together. Simon and I had to fuse together to create someone and somehow that would help us pass. We are still at the gymnasium. We try to fuse. By fusing I mean we just have to think and that is it. Turns out we did fuse into someone, but somehow that entity had its own body. Both of us were unaware. The person that resulted from the fusion was a girl with long blonde hair. She reminds me of Nia from Gurren Laggan except in realistic form. The coach/supervisor of the deepened gym sees her and she talks to him. She is special and is allowed to leave. I think it had to do with her being a different being like a half ling or something like that. Things happen but I don't remember any. The last thing I remember is being lectured by Diane. She told me to worry about my future or something like that. That is all I remember.

(This bizarre dream must be influenced by Persona 3)

June 17 2008:

*For the past few days I have had dreams, but I rather not mention some and can't exactly remember a few. Carrying on!*

This is from what I remember. I woke up a few times so I guess I had a bunch of different dreams. I was in an architecture/interior design class. The professor was strangely one of my past real professors in college (my Sound Studio I prof.). I was in the class with SHINee or at least 3 of them. For those of you who don't know....SHINee is one of the most recent boy bands that debuted from S.M Entertainment. I like their music and they are all younger then me. I think it was Taemin, Onew and Jonghyun with me in that class. I think that I knew who they were in my dream but pretended not too or something like I was half awake half asleep. I sat next to Jonghyun. For that class we had to redraw this image or model shown to us on paper. I remember redrawing the image but I couldn't fit the whole thing in my paper. Jonghyun looked over and looked depressed. I wrote a question mark on my paper and showed him. He wrote back in pencil in engrish. I don't remember what he wrote but there were grammar mistakes and misspelling. I looked over at his paper and he had finished his drawing. Next thing I remember is that we had to furnish the insides of the house we drew and somehow it became like the SIMs, house  furnishing wise. It was a pretty big room or even house to furnish. I think I was too busy talking/ writing to Jonghyun that I didn't get to work on the assignment. I remember my prof saying that we had to hand in the finished work and that he was going around to check. I rushed to finish my project by coloring the walls and I remember filling a fish tank that was already there (dreams don't make sense D:). I also made that room look like a jungle I remember a lot of leaves and I gave one room a stream that went around the whole room. I remember the floor looking like grass and dirt....really just like the SIMs. I remember myself thinking that this is like a more simple and less advanced version of the SIMs used for furnishing. Next thing I remember is Jonghyun and I talking but the setting is different. He asked if I knew who he really was and I said yeah. I think one of the other members said something and he defended me and hugged me and laid his head on my lap. That was the end of that. I woke up afterwards and decided to sleep again. The next dream I was in a store and I kept overhearing this conversation.  The store resembled one of those 99 cent stores. I don't remember the conversation and I ignored it in my dream, but later I did turn the corner to see who was talking. I remember buying 2 mini blue packs  and 2 mini green packs of those burst dentyne ice bubble balls fresh mint things for a friend. The person was not me. I was this chick with short brown hair. I was training with a bow and a coin (?). I had this problem where I couldn't shoot well using I forget which arm/hand. I was being coached by a friend. I think we were even practicing in the store. I remember having a red target circle in front one me on a white metal shelf. I remember there being a school lunch scene. The walls were made of dark beige bricks and the seats where like those in middle school (the long white bench-like seats with the tables). Something happened there but I don't recall. That is all I remember.

(some parts of this dream was really influenced by a kmovie  called Hell Cats I saw yesterday night)

Dream #3 - June 2, 2008:
I believe my family and I were at some kind of amusement park and the a shopping area. I think it was my sister and I maybe my mom one of my aunts and 2 of my  cousins. I am not too positive about who was there. I don't really remember much but I remember the place was very nice. Towards the end of the dream this black security guard called out our group. Apparently there was some kind of problem. We had to be investigated because another group of Asians had done something and we were suspected just because we were Asian. The guard asked us to follow him so they can get snapshots of each of us to see if we were the culprits. I think it was either me or someone else that said this was unethical and racist. The dream ended at that point because my mom woke me up. I had to get up at 6 AM that day. My friends and I were going to Six Flags. Unfortunately our fun trip was canceled due to two tardy  tarts. They didn't even make it up to us. That is all I remember.

Dream #4 - June 3, 2008:
This dream was beyond bizarre. I can't even put into words. The person in this dream looked like Sakura from CCS or Tsubasa Reservoir  Chronicles. This dream looked like an anime. All I remember is a beautiful villa/castle. The interior was a dark yet gentle pink. There were velvet curtains and the furniture was almost Rococo-esk. There was a blue ocean view. The Sakura looking person was forced to marry some guy. An imaged of some muscular guy with a patterned chest hair comes into my mind right now  when I think of this dream. I don't know why.The Sakura person was unhappy and I think wanted to kill the guy she married. I remember there was a storm and the sky was gray. I think she might have loved him. Then there was Angelina Jolie out of no where. She was not in the setting of the dream just somehow it went to a golden Angelina Jolie. This was probably because I saw a clip of her as that demon woman in Beowolf. That is all I remember.

Dream #5 - June 4, 2008:
In this dream there was this guy that committed a crime and was being chased by the police. Imagine Grand Theft Auto IV. The way the police followed Niko. There was a little side circle grid with the red and blue circle indicating where the cops where and how far you had to go to be away from the popos. It looked like a part from the game. The setting was in this mall with a lot of glass windows. The mall only had stores on one side. In a way that mall resembled my high school, structure-wise. The ground floor and the mezzanine. The mall was empty. It was lightly sunny almost like a late afternoon. The guy being chased was somehow driving a car in the mall. He got out of the car on a walking level of the mall (the mezzanine) and sat down in the corner. He was not noticed and then more people showed up. This guy asked him if he was a waiter and the pursued man said yes. I myself was there in my actual form at that time. Everyone had on waiter's clothing but instead of a black vest, it was red. My friend Rosie was there. Apparently one of the guys with us brought flowers for Rosie. That guy had nice hair. I was sad the flowers weren't for me since I was talking to that guy for a while in my dream. I knew it from the beginning that the flowers were for Rosie though. Next scene I was at my "house." It was night time. There were minimal street lights so it was pretty dark. I was opening a gate with 2 doors because the door bell rung. I opened the key to the right gate and saw no one. Then I saw my dad walk up in the dark with reigns in his hand. He was pulling a horse with him. I was like "Why do you have a horse?" Next thing I remember is this girl I hated showed up. Her name is Lauren. She was somehow my next door neighbor. She was staying at their house because she was dorming of something. While this is happening I see the horse my dad brought back was across the street running around only visible under the street lights. I remember yelling at Lauren. Then I was in the dining room my head on my mom's lap. She asked me why do I hate Lauren so much. I'm explaining to her but it was like a no one would believe me thing. I started crying and screaming in my dream.  I woke up crying in real life. That is all I remember.

    The setting is my neighborhood but a little wider and the color of the area is like a photo with high contrast and brightness.(like the icon that is posted with this entry. I am on my way to school with these 2 black girls. we are friends. We look pretty young. I've never seen them before in real life so I assume they do not really exist in real life. Apparently we missed the bus so we talk on the street corner of our block. It doesn't make much sense why we wait there though because the bus stop is across the street from where we stood. We talk and talk because the bus doesn't show.  I said something like hey I think next time we should leave a bit earlier and someone said yea.  A while late some guy (Spanish or Mexican) in his teens walks towards us and pulls out a gun. We manage to make him fall to the ground but he strangles one of the girls. I don't remember why he's there but it looked like ripped one of their heads off. He was either psycho or had a grudge with one of them. Police officers come along as well. I forget if they were much help but after a while I run back towards my house. The police were not much help. I remember running for my life because 4 cops started walking in a straight line and shooting towards the same direction. I was afraid of being hit by stray bullets so I ran to my house. My mother was not my real mom but a different woman. In my mind she was my mother though and she like makes some kind of stew for people. So there's 2 random strangers in my house. More people come in through the door. I believe 3 more and I freak out, but mother says they were friends so they were let in. I remember one blond woman who looked like she came from the show Bay Watch, but she was shiny like her body was covered in gloss or oil. That is all I remember.


(excuse my bluntness but hey its my dream)